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Sunday, January 31, 2016

【Book Essay】The Catcher in the Rye

Notice: First of all, I'd like to warn you that I only got 74% on this essay. Because I got such a shameful grade, please don't be too serious about the writing or grammar of this essay.
The Research of Holden’s Alienation
       The feeling of loneliness or isolation is always a prevalent issue among adolescences. In the Catcher in the Rye written by J.D. Salinger, the protagonist Holden Caulfield suffers from severe and depressing loneliness. It is acknowledged that Holden has had an unstable mental state ever since the death of his brother Allie. However, it is greatly debatable that his brother’s death fundamentally prompts him to seclude himself from others. Holden’s alienation is the result of his own inclination, instead of other external factors such as Allie’s death. It is believed that Holden chooses to become isolated because of his lack of perception of affiliation, his sense of superiority and his way of self-protection.
       To begin with, Holden’s lack of sense of belonging to the world is one of the main sources of his isolative behavior. It is evident that Holden always feels that he does not belong to this world throughout the novel. Holden insists that all the other students have their own little groups that they are constantly sticking to. This can be perceived several times by the reader when Holden mentions “…all the athletic bastards [stick] together. In every school I’ve gone to…” (Salinger 56) and when he complaints to Sally that “...everybody sticks together in these dirty little goddam cliques…” (Salinger 170). He complaints about other students. This is a powerful indication of his alienation because he constantly believes that he does not belong to anywhere. He convinces himself that he is the only person who lacks companionship while everyone else has established his or hers relationships within society. His belief is even more determined when he “[feels] like giving somebody a buzz” but “[can’t] think of anybody to call up” (Salinger 77). The essential part of this occasion is that Holden chooses neither to reach out for help from other people nor shows eagerness of communication with others. He makes the decision to be separated and alienated from the world.
       Moreover, Holden’s feeling of superiority makes him separate himself from other people. Cynicism is one of the major part of Holden’s personality. Words such as “snot”, “phony” and “bastard” make regular appearances throughout the story. Holden insists that everyone is inferior to him. He claims that “one of the biggest reasons [he] [leaves] Elkton Hills [is] because [he] [is] surrounded by phonies” (Salinger 19). When he is in the bar called Ernie`s, he disdainfully remarks that “[he] [is] surrounded by jerks” (Salinger 111). More cynically, he declares his bias against girls by saying that “if [girls] like a boy, no matter how big a bastard he is, they’ll say he has an inferior complex…” (Salinger 176). Holden’s judgmental nature creates an unbreakable barrier between himself and other people. He cannot establish relationships while being critical with others. Timothy Aubry suggests that “what Holden does not seem to realize is that by passing judgment on everything and everyone around him…he is in fact positing that he is superior to these other people” (Timothy Aubry, “The Catcher in the Rye: The Voice of Alienation”). Holden not only exhibits his superiority to other people, but also alienates himself from the outside world.
       Last but not least, as an approach of self-protection, Holden`s isolation is driven by his own intention. Although Holden craves for companionship in several parts of the novel, he ultimately cuts off his relationship with others. Holden longs to call Jane, but later changes his mind by saying that “[he] [is] afraid her mother [would] answer the phone.” (Salinger 77). This thought reveals Holden’s disposition which is his reluctance to communicate with other people. He clearly longs to give Jane a call. It is obvious that Jane’s mother is only an excuse so that he does not have to get in touch with others. This is Holden’s personal approach to protect himself from the treacherous outside world. Besides, he also finalizes his relationship with Sally by using cruel words. Holden says that Sally “[gives] [him] a royal pain in the ass” (Salinger 173), which extremely irritates Sally. He destroys his supposedly normal and peaceful date with Sally with his bitter and harmful words. Dreadful criticism builds a wall, which Holden uses to protect himself from the society. Holden suffers from the confrontation that he has between the eagerness for companionship and the eagerness for solitude. He finally decides to be alone because only in this way he does not have to deal with “phony” people from the outside world. Holden is determined to be alienated even it means unbearable loneliness and solitude.

       In order to protect himself, to prove his superiority among others, to not to possess belonging to the world, Holden becomes incrementally isolated. He chooses to be separated even he feels depressed which has a great possibility to make him suffocate. It is highly possible that the dilemma Holden faces is derived from his puberty. Nowadays, as an universal symptom of puberty, solitude of adolescences raises a great deal of public awareness due to its negative influences on a massive proportion of teenagers. Solitude can leads to numerous undesirable consequences considering some teenagers’ fragile mental states. It is comforting to see that Holden finally realizes his mistakes and gradually changes his faulty attitudes. Teenagers like Holden should no longer conceal their true feelings, but should try to open their minds to accept other people’s help. They should be fully aware of the fact that alienation is not helpful to their situation. Becoming open minded and choosing to believe others are the ultimate solutions. 

【Book Essay】A Separate Peace

Notice: I originally wrote this essay in November 2015 when I was in Grade 11. In this essay, I share my thoughts about the relationship between Finny and Gene in the book A Separate Peace
The Competitive Relationship Between Finny and Gene
       The relationship between two friends may not always harmonious. In the A Separate Peace by John Knowles, Gene and Finny develop an intricate bond with each other. As the story unfolds, their friendships have changed fundamentally. However, it is very obvious that Gene himself is the main cause of this change. Because of the influences of his jealousy, his natural character, and his own insight of friendship, Gene establishes a competitive relationship with Finny.
       First and foremost, the competitiveness between Gene and Finny is established because Gene is jealous toward Finny. This jealousy is extremely evident when Gene and Finny go to the tea meeting held by Mr. Patch-Withers. Gene “[feels] [himself] becoming unexpectedly excited” (Knowles 27) because Finny can always escape from punishment. The fact that Gene wants to see Finny get punished strongly proves that he envies Finny. Moreover, Gene even “[feels] a sudden stab of disappointment” (knowles 28) when he realizes that this time Finny is still safe from punishment. Gene even admits the fact that he “[can`t] help envying [Finny] that a little” (Knowles 25) which also directly shows how Gene struggles to accept and deal with his envious feeling towards Finny. In the later part of the novel, Gene and Finny go to the beach and share a heart-to-heart talk with each other. Finny tells Gene that Gene is his best friend. Gene wants to say the same, but hesitates. He describes this feeling as “deeper than thought, which contains the truth” (Knowles 48). Even Gene himself seems a little confused by this mysterious feeling; it is obvious that this emotion is the feeling of envy. Gene`s own jealousy prevents him from being able to say that Finny is his best friend. This suggests that deep down in Gene`s heart, he regards Finny as a competitor, rather than his best friend. Gene views the relationship between Finny and himself as rival which makes their relationship competitive.
       Moreover, Gene`s competitiveness, as part of his own natural personality, causes the rival relationship between him and Finny. At the beginning of the book, Gene shows some of his unique personalities to the readers. One of them is his eagerness for the best. Gene has always been one of the top students in class. It is clear that he excels at study, but it is also clear that he “[isn`t] really interested and excited by learning itself” (Knowles 54). Gene is a perfect example of the kind of person who can do everything in order to succeed, even though he has no passion for what he is doing. The only reason why he does these things is to become the best. Besides, the readers are not the only ones who realize Gene has a competitive nature, Finny does too. He says that Gene “[wants] to be head of the class, valedictorian” (knowles 51). Even Finny, who is unresponsive toward emotions, can feel Gene`s eagerness to become the best. This proves that Gene`s competitive nature must be so strong that it can influence the competitive relationship between Gene and Finny.
       Finally, Gene has a unique way of comprehending the meaning of friendship that ultimately leads to Gene and Finny`s competitiveness. Gene thinks that “there [are] few relationships among [them] at Devon not based on rivalry” which indicates the fact that from Gene`s perspective, it is very natural for two students to have a competitive relationship (Knowles 45). So when it comes to the relationship between Gene and Finny, it is easy for Gene to feel competitiveness because in his mind their competitiveness is universal. Besides, Gene also has another important understanding of friendship which is equality. He believes if two people are friends, they should be equal in all scenarios. Gene feels relived when he realizes that his own academic achievements can equal Finny`s sports` achievements. This can help them stay on the same level. Gene believes they can “both come out on top” and “be even” (knowles 52). This supports the idea that in Gene`s own opinion, the equality of friendship is essential. Gene`s own ways of interpreting friendship cause the rivalry.

       As the narrator of this book, Gene shows the readers an intricate emotional change. Because he envies Finny, has a natural competitive character and possesses a unique way of understanding the meaning of friendship, Gene builds up an intense and competitive relationship between himself and Finny. Sometimes friends need to compete with each other for the purpose of becoming a better person. There are times when people need to develop their own ability and learn new things while competing with their friends. Being competitive is not a terrible thing, but people should always remember to control their level of competitiveness, so that people will not cause undesirable consequences just like what Gene does in the book.