Sunday, January 31, 2016

【Book Essay】The Catcher in the Rye

Notice: First of all, I'd like to warn you that I only got 74% on this essay. Because I got such a shameful grade, please don't be too serious about the writing or grammar of this essay.
The Research of Holden’s Alienation
       The feeling of loneliness or isolation is always a prevalent issue among adolescences. In the Catcher in the Rye written by J.D. Salinger, the protagonist Holden Caulfield suffers from severe and depressing loneliness. It is acknowledged that Holden has had an unstable mental state ever since the death of his brother Allie. However, it is greatly debatable that his brother’s death fundamentally prompts him to seclude himself from others. Holden’s alienation is the result of his own inclination, instead of other external factors such as Allie’s death. It is believed that Holden chooses to become isolated because of his lack of perception of affiliation, his sense of superiority and his way of self-protection.
       To begin with, Holden’s lack of sense of belonging to the world is one of the main sources of his isolative behavior. It is evident that Holden always feels that he does not belong to this world throughout the novel. Holden insists that all the other students have their own little groups that they are constantly sticking to. This can be perceived several times by the reader when Holden mentions “…all the athletic bastards [stick] together. In every school I’ve gone to…” (Salinger 56) and when he complaints to Sally that “...everybody sticks together in these dirty little goddam cliques…” (Salinger 170). He complaints about other students. This is a powerful indication of his alienation because he constantly believes that he does not belong to anywhere. He convinces himself that he is the only person who lacks companionship while everyone else has established his or hers relationships within society. His belief is even more determined when he “[feels] like giving somebody a buzz” but “[can’t] think of anybody to call up” (Salinger 77). The essential part of this occasion is that Holden chooses neither to reach out for help from other people nor shows eagerness of communication with others. He makes the decision to be separated and alienated from the world.
       Moreover, Holden’s feeling of superiority makes him separate himself from other people. Cynicism is one of the major part of Holden’s personality. Words such as “snot”, “phony” and “bastard” make regular appearances throughout the story. Holden insists that everyone is inferior to him. He claims that “one of the biggest reasons [he] [leaves] Elkton Hills [is] because [he] [is] surrounded by phonies” (Salinger 19). When he is in the bar called Ernie`s, he disdainfully remarks that “[he] [is] surrounded by jerks” (Salinger 111). More cynically, he declares his bias against girls by saying that “if [girls] like a boy, no matter how big a bastard he is, they’ll say he has an inferior complex…” (Salinger 176). Holden’s judgmental nature creates an unbreakable barrier between himself and other people. He cannot establish relationships while being critical with others. Timothy Aubry suggests that “what Holden does not seem to realize is that by passing judgment on everything and everyone around him…he is in fact positing that he is superior to these other people” (Timothy Aubry, “The Catcher in the Rye: The Voice of Alienation”). Holden not only exhibits his superiority to other people, but also alienates himself from the outside world.
       Last but not least, as an approach of self-protection, Holden`s isolation is driven by his own intention. Although Holden craves for companionship in several parts of the novel, he ultimately cuts off his relationship with others. Holden longs to call Jane, but later changes his mind by saying that “[he] [is] afraid her mother [would] answer the phone.” (Salinger 77). This thought reveals Holden’s disposition which is his reluctance to communicate with other people. He clearly longs to give Jane a call. It is obvious that Jane’s mother is only an excuse so that he does not have to get in touch with others. This is Holden’s personal approach to protect himself from the treacherous outside world. Besides, he also finalizes his relationship with Sally by using cruel words. Holden says that Sally “[gives] [him] a royal pain in the ass” (Salinger 173), which extremely irritates Sally. He destroys his supposedly normal and peaceful date with Sally with his bitter and harmful words. Dreadful criticism builds a wall, which Holden uses to protect himself from the society. Holden suffers from the confrontation that he has between the eagerness for companionship and the eagerness for solitude. He finally decides to be alone because only in this way he does not have to deal with “phony” people from the outside world. Holden is determined to be alienated even it means unbearable loneliness and solitude.

       In order to protect himself, to prove his superiority among others, to not to possess belonging to the world, Holden becomes incrementally isolated. He chooses to be separated even he feels depressed which has a great possibility to make him suffocate. It is highly possible that the dilemma Holden faces is derived from his puberty. Nowadays, as an universal symptom of puberty, solitude of adolescences raises a great deal of public awareness due to its negative influences on a massive proportion of teenagers. Solitude can leads to numerous undesirable consequences considering some teenagers’ fragile mental states. It is comforting to see that Holden finally realizes his mistakes and gradually changes his faulty attitudes. Teenagers like Holden should no longer conceal their true feelings, but should try to open their minds to accept other people’s help. They should be fully aware of the fact that alienation is not helpful to their situation. Becoming open minded and choosing to believe others are the ultimate solutions. 

【Book Essay】A Separate Peace

Notice: I originally wrote this essay in November 2015 when I was in Grade 11. In this essay, I share my thoughts about the relationship between Finny and Gene in the book A Separate Peace
The Competitive Relationship Between Finny and Gene
       The relationship between two friends may not always harmonious. In the A Separate Peace by John Knowles, Gene and Finny develop an intricate bond with each other. As the story unfolds, their friendships have changed fundamentally. However, it is very obvious that Gene himself is the main cause of this change. Because of the influences of his jealousy, his natural character, and his own insight of friendship, Gene establishes a competitive relationship with Finny.
       First and foremost, the competitiveness between Gene and Finny is established because Gene is jealous toward Finny. This jealousy is extremely evident when Gene and Finny go to the tea meeting held by Mr. Patch-Withers. Gene “[feels] [himself] becoming unexpectedly excited” (Knowles 27) because Finny can always escape from punishment. The fact that Gene wants to see Finny get punished strongly proves that he envies Finny. Moreover, Gene even “[feels] a sudden stab of disappointment” (knowles 28) when he realizes that this time Finny is still safe from punishment. Gene even admits the fact that he “[can`t] help envying [Finny] that a little” (Knowles 25) which also directly shows how Gene struggles to accept and deal with his envious feeling towards Finny. In the later part of the novel, Gene and Finny go to the beach and share a heart-to-heart talk with each other. Finny tells Gene that Gene is his best friend. Gene wants to say the same, but hesitates. He describes this feeling as “deeper than thought, which contains the truth” (Knowles 48). Even Gene himself seems a little confused by this mysterious feeling; it is obvious that this emotion is the feeling of envy. Gene`s own jealousy prevents him from being able to say that Finny is his best friend. This suggests that deep down in Gene`s heart, he regards Finny as a competitor, rather than his best friend. Gene views the relationship between Finny and himself as rival which makes their relationship competitive.
       Moreover, Gene`s competitiveness, as part of his own natural personality, causes the rival relationship between him and Finny. At the beginning of the book, Gene shows some of his unique personalities to the readers. One of them is his eagerness for the best. Gene has always been one of the top students in class. It is clear that he excels at study, but it is also clear that he “[isn`t] really interested and excited by learning itself” (Knowles 54). Gene is a perfect example of the kind of person who can do everything in order to succeed, even though he has no passion for what he is doing. The only reason why he does these things is to become the best. Besides, the readers are not the only ones who realize Gene has a competitive nature, Finny does too. He says that Gene “[wants] to be head of the class, valedictorian” (knowles 51). Even Finny, who is unresponsive toward emotions, can feel Gene`s eagerness to become the best. This proves that Gene`s competitive nature must be so strong that it can influence the competitive relationship between Gene and Finny.
       Finally, Gene has a unique way of comprehending the meaning of friendship that ultimately leads to Gene and Finny`s competitiveness. Gene thinks that “there [are] few relationships among [them] at Devon not based on rivalry” which indicates the fact that from Gene`s perspective, it is very natural for two students to have a competitive relationship (Knowles 45). So when it comes to the relationship between Gene and Finny, it is easy for Gene to feel competitiveness because in his mind their competitiveness is universal. Besides, Gene also has another important understanding of friendship which is equality. He believes if two people are friends, they should be equal in all scenarios. Gene feels relived when he realizes that his own academic achievements can equal Finny`s sports` achievements. This can help them stay on the same level. Gene believes they can “both come out on top” and “be even” (knowles 52). This supports the idea that in Gene`s own opinion, the equality of friendship is essential. Gene`s own ways of interpreting friendship cause the rivalry.

       As the narrator of this book, Gene shows the readers an intricate emotional change. Because he envies Finny, has a natural competitive character and possesses a unique way of understanding the meaning of friendship, Gene builds up an intense and competitive relationship between himself and Finny. Sometimes friends need to compete with each other for the purpose of becoming a better person. There are times when people need to develop their own ability and learn new things while competing with their friends. Being competitive is not a terrible thing, but people should always remember to control their level of competitiveness, so that people will not cause undesirable consequences just like what Gene does in the book.

【Book Review】The Hobbit

     Bilbo Baggins is a hobbit who lives peacefully and comfortably in his little hobbit-hole in Bag End. Bilbo’s life is unchanged and perfectly normal just like other hobbits until one day everything is changed forever with the arrival of Gandalf, the wizard, and other thirteen dwarves. Bilbo then has to start an epic journey with these thirteen dwarves for the purpose of reclaiming the ancient dwarves’ treasure which is now guarded by a gigantic and dangerous dragon…
    The Hobbit is a well-known and highly acclaimed book which I read for many times and still can’t stop my deep fond of the story. To be honest, The Hobbit is the book which opens the intriguing world of fantasy to me. Recently, after re-reading this book for the eighth or ninth time, I decided to write down carefully about my thoughts about this epic journey that J.R.R. Tolkien had created nearly a century ago.
    The plot of The Hobbit is not complicated since it’s basically the Hero’s Journey. This book can be regarded as the easiest fiction written by Tolkien. It’s comparatively less difficult to be engrossed in compare to Tolkien’s other literary works such as the world famous Lord of the Ring series. I believe because of its target audiences are originally children and teenagers, the language in the book is less intricate but still full of fantastic details. The Hobbit is no doubt to be suitable for readers of all different ages.
-Spoilers Alert!!-
    I love the fact that as audiences, we can observe the development of each character through the journey. One of the examples is Thorin Oakenshield. At the beginning, Thorin is a character with power and leadership. But as the story progresses, he becomes less appealing when he reveals his stubbornness and weakness in his character. As a team’s leader, Thorin is supposed to form practical plans when the team members are facing obstacles and dangers, but unfortunately, he doesn’t. Moreover, his greedy nature becomes extremely evident after their arrival at the Lonely Mountain. However, he successfully redeems himself when he shows his regret before his death. Another essential example of this development is, of course, Bilbo Baggins. He is my absolutely favorite character in The Hobbit. At first, Bilbo is just a character with the normal disposition like many other normal “people”. He has no ambition to change the world or becomes some kind of hero, but suddenly, he is forced to enter this magical world full of darkness and risks. He expresses his longing for his home throughout the entire journey, from the beginning to the end. Even his desire for home is strong, he never shrinks from danger. We see how he fights with the trolls, tries to trick Gollum, escapes from the spiders, frees his comrades from the dungeon in the Mirkwood and bravely talks to Smaug, the dragon. Bilbo’s journey is hazardous, but he never gives up his hope and always comes up with solutions which not only save him but also all of his teammates. He therefore gradually earns the respect of the other team members. I am fascinated by this development and truly moved by the character of Bilbo.

When it comes to my favorite part of the story, it must be the part when Bilbo plays the riddle game with Gollum. I still remember my feelings when I read this part for the first time, I was so nervous that I couldn’t even dare to turn to the next page, fearing Gollum may find the truth and thus cruelly kills Bilbo. That was my reaction several years ago, even though I was certain that such thing wouldn’t happen. 
The 75 anniversary edition cover


    Now I want to talk about the edition that I have. I have the so-called 75th-anniversary edition in paperback. I love the texture of the cover page as well as its design. More importantly, there are several fabulous illustrations throughout the book, which from my point of view, are brilliant, especially during times when I am a little tired of reading. There is also a map of the Lonely Mountain at the beginning of the book. I love maps because, in my eyes, they are the indication of the grand opening of an epic journey. I love my copy of The Hobbit as much as the story itself.
    Finally, I want to talk briefly about the movie adaptation. If I am asked to give the movie a rating, I will give it 4.5 stars out of 5 stars. I love Martin Freeman’s performance alongside with other actors such as Orlando Bloom and Ian McKellen. My only complaint is the presence of additional female character. Considering the fact that I am a huge fan of the original story, I have little tolerance when it comes to changes of the plot or adding new characters. Maybe that’s only my problem, maybe I am just too strict about movie adaptations. No matter what, the movies (because there are three) of The Hobbit are still worthy of compliment. I am terribly sad when the thought that there will never be another Tolkien related movie coming to existence comes to my mind.
    Although I highly doubt if there are people who still have not read this book before, I wholeheartedly recommend everyone who reads my blog to go read this book again. I promise it will absolutely worthy of your time and effort.

A presentation discussing the issue of Printed Books VS. E-books

 This presentation took place when I was in tenth grade. Because of the fact that this was supposed to be the script of my speech, there were indeed many grammatical mistakes. Before uploading this to my blog, I made a few adjustments, but if there are still some errors, then I am terribly sorry for my mistakes. I didn't cite the quotes correctly, so please also ignore that. Thank you so much for reading my BORING presentation draft!
    Ladies and gentlemen, it’s a great honor to speak here today. Before I start, I`d like to say that please do not fall asleep if you think my presentation is boring. Besides, let`s get started.
The topic of my presentation is related to a behavior that we`ve started to display ever since we were extremely young. This is the behavior of reading. When we were toddlers, at the age when we barely comprehended the approach of walking, our parents started to read books about fairy tales or allegories to us. As time went by, we are now young adults. We are now able to engross ourselves in classic literature within hundreds of pages. As our maturation starts to take place, the development of technology has also changed our ways of reading substantially.
    I firmly believe that everyone has, at least, one electronic device in their home. Maybe it`s a smartphone, maybe it`s an iPad or a laptop. Maybe it`s a kindle just like the one I have in my house. Even from my perspective, I have to admit that reading eBooks are unbelievably convenient. They are light, but can hold thousands of books inside. Besides, eBooks are much cheaper than printed books. But even in this situation, where I spend a great proportion of my time in reading eBooks, printed books in my mind, are still the best things ever exist in this universe.
I`d like to borrow one of Susan Hill`s quotes to illustrate my feeling. “I love the book. I love the feel of a book in my hands, the compactness of it, the shape, the size. I love the feel of paper. The sound it makes when I turn a page. I love the beauty of print on paper, the patterns, the shapes, the fonts. I am astonished by the versatility and practicality of The Book. It is so simple. It is so fit for its purpose. It may give me mere content, but no e-reader will ever give me that sort of added pleasure.” If you never read a printed book, you will never smell the aroma of its new paper and freshly printed ink, you will never appreciate the beauty of its cover, and you will never have the chance to listen to the little sound the book makes when you flip through its pages.
But overall, books, no matter they exist in a way which we can actually touch, or they just hide behind the screen, are still an indispensable part of our life. They arouse our marvelous feelings, they stimulate the vivid imagination of ours, and they exhibit a different world that we are seeking to go into. Just like one of my all-time favorite author George R.R. Martin once wrote in one of his books: A reader lives a thousand lives before he dies, said Jojen. The man who never reads lives only one.” A stunning book is so addictive that even after you finish the story, you can still hear the muffled echo of the words from the characters, you can still empathize the character`s emotions: love, happiness, sadness, anger, and hatred.
Nowadays, we choose to play video games, watch movies and TV shows. We choose everything but reading. But we still complain about how tight our schedules are that there is no time for us to read even for a few minutes. That`s not the truth, we all know that deep down in my heart. There are so many genres for you to pick, there are so many mind-blowing works for you to discover. I love the way Jane Austen talked about books, even her language sometimes is too elegant and ironic for me to comprehend and make me confused a little bit. I still love passionately about Pride and Prejudice of hers. But here is a quote from Northanger Abbey, the first of Jane Austen's novels to be completed for publication “It is only a novel... or, in short, only some work in which the greatest powers of the mind are displayed, in which the most thorough knowledge of human nature, the happiest delineation of its varieties, the liveliest effusions of wit and humour, are conveyed to the world in the best-chosen language.”
I own four entirely different editions of Harry Potter, not because I have too much money and just want to spend it and get to show off. It`s their content that intrigued me so much. Sometimes I buy books solely because of their outstanding illustration as well as their fabulous covers. While in other occasions, I will buy books simply because it’s written by one of my beloved authors. From Jane Austen to Harper Lee, from J.K Rolling to J.R.R. Tolkien, from John Green to Bill Bryson, so many outstanding authors and my life is not complete without these people. If you have never read Austen`s work, you won’t be able to imagine the life of British women hundreds of years ago. If you have never get to know To Kill a Mockingbird, you will be less concerned about slavery and racial discrimination. If you have never read Harry Potter, you have probably missed a chance of dreaming about attending a magic school called Hogwarts. See? That`s the power of reading.

To end this seemingly boring presentation, I will give the last quote I have for today. “The more that you read, the more things you will know. The more that you learn, the more places you'll go.” which is by the one and only Dr. Sues. Thank you for listening!

Saturday, January 30, 2016

The Introduction of My Book Blog and How It Works

  Hi,I am Ivy.I am so glad to start my new book blog.The main purpose of this blog is to post book reviews and thoughts about books that I read.Considering the fact that I didn't grow up in English environment,some of my reviews may contain some grammatical errors.If that happens,I am very sorry for that.Basically,I will be posting book reviews two or three times a week.